So so sleepy and thankful...

They tell you that the fatigue gets more profound with each treatment. Well, they're spot on with that! So tired. Otherwise, very typical of the last 2 rounds. Some side effects are the same, some slightly worse. Mostly, just very tired and unsteady. All in all, thankful I only have one more round of this combo!

My days have a certain rhythm to them. Mornings, I still have a chance to get some things done. Afternoons...a different story. But that's okay. I'm trying to keep in mind that this is my primary job right now. I'll perk up in a few days.  :)

I have several blessings to share as well. I am being constantly amazed at people's thoughtfulness and kindness in such creative ways.

Blessing #1 - Yesterday, I received a package that held a beautifully handmade quilt in a lovely matching tote with a note explaining that it is to remind me that God loves me in the midst of my difficult circumstances and to keep me warm during treatments and down days. It's even personalized! I found out it is from a ministry at a friend's church called Cozy Quilt Ministries. So priceless!

Blessing #2 - I made a brief stop at Walmart this morning, and decided to treat myself to a manicure...just to get polish off and take care of cuticles. Anyway, being my shy self...I chatted with the ladies on either side of me. It became obvious that I am dealing with cancer. We shared stories and they were so kind. When I went to pay for my $10 little splurge, the owner wouldn't let me. The dear lady, Marion, wanted to cover it for me! What a precious gift...

The rest of my day was pretty much napping, resting and trying to focus on anything. So sleepy...

Thankful thoughts:

• Nail angels...Marion, thank you!
• Quilters...so dear.
• Muffins from Joan Hornberger. Yum!
• Resting on my bed today for a change.
• Reading...when I can concentrate.

So there you have it for today. I can't even begin to tell you how it feels to be the recipient of so many unique and special expressions of people's love and concern. I only hope that I can remain sensitive to this when this is over and find ways to do the same for others. I pray that you are all well.

From 'Jesus Calling' a devotional by Sarah Young:

"Let me bless you with My grace and peace. Open your heart and mind to receive all that I have for you. Do not be ashamed of your emptiness. Instead,view it a s the optimal condition for being filled with My Peace....Remember that your relationship with Me is saturated in grace. Therefore, nothing that you do or don't do can separate you from My Presence."