I am constantly reminded these days of little things for which to be thankful. When there are verses that talk about the Lord sparing us, or no evil thing overtaking us (Psalm 91), it would be easy to question Him as to why did I have to get cancer, or why did so-and-so get injured so badly or so many other things that seem 'unfair' or unexplainable. I don't know all the answers, but I DO know that what I DO deserve is His wrath and He has given me His grace and mercy instead in sending His Son, Jesus to take my eternal punishment. All the stuff we deal with here is due to living in a sin-filled, fallen world. The bigger picture is that He has redeemed me from this! This cancer won't overtake me...no matter what happens...even though my prognosis is very good, it has certainly taken over a large part of my life. And there are risks, no matter what. But, the bigger picture is that this world is a blink of an eye compared to the glory and eternity of heaven. The battles here can be fierce, but the war is won for those who believe in Him. He allows things like this to draw us closer to Him and to see glimpses of Him where we would least expect it. To teach us greater dependence on Him. So...I'm preaching. Sorry...many things are weighing on many friends' hearts these days. Many are hurting in a wide variety of ways. I don't know how to put into words that I am praying fiercely for many and long to see so many understand that bigger picture. He loves us so dearly and longs for us to know Him well, especially in the midst of all this here.
Thankful thoughts:
- Carolyn, plain and simple - soup, driving, good conversation.
- All my Hearts and Hands ladies at church who are covering the office so very well. What a blessing.
- The fun of watching so many birds playing at my birdfeeder today!
- A warm, dry house
- Benadryl...I have a side effect of itching, whether steroids or chemo, and am thankful for the relief Benadryl brings!
- Working with Matt Carter - fun!
Thanks as always for listening...especially when I preach/ramble like that. I leave you with some verses from Psalm 91, shared with me today by a friend who battled cancer 10 years ago.
Psalm 91:1-6, 9-12, 14-16
Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.” Surely he will save you from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday...If you say, “The LORD is my refuge,” and you make the Most High your dwelling, no harm will overtake you, no disaster will come near your tent. For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone. “Because he loves me,” says the LORD, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation.”
Sleep well. I hope I do as well! Andi