My routine lately has been: wake up around 4 am, try to doze but can't, admit defeat and check email or read. Sometimes I am able to get back to sleep pretty easily, but not tonight. So here I am, chatting with you!
Yesterday was a longer day than I expected, so be glad I didn't write last night. It would have been decidedly more discouraging! I haven't lost any hair yet, but it has a very different texture...just waiting for the 'shoe to drop' as they say. The texture thing might be my imagination. Didn't feel great and was very tired, but had a doctor's appt and things to do. Kristen, as always, was a willing driver and I am SO thankful for that! Also, she ended up making the dough for our 2 favorite Christmas cookies, and they have turned out great so far! My great-aunt Ethel Schappet made them up and they are yummy...well, not to me right now, but that's okay. Kristen came back and forth with questions...one of them has a direction to dissolve 1 tsp. of baking soda in 2 Tbsp. of water and then add. She wondered why...I assume so the soda is dissolved and gets through the whole dough, plus adding a bit of moisture. But, I don't know why. That's just they way it is always done, and it wouldn't be her recipe without it! I have so many memories of watching my mom handcut the raisins for these cookies, and now I am the one that does it. Good times.
In spite of a long day, these thankful thoughts came to mind:
- Vanilla milkshakes. New suggestion from the nurse and settled my stomach, though I only had half. Finding a constant balance between what tastes good and what I can eat as a diabetic is interesting!
- A very silly daughter, who even makes walking in a parking lot an adventure! :)
- Padded elevators - see below...
- My comfy chair
- The smell of burnt cookies...so, she's still learning! When her reason for missing the 'ding' is because she's hanging out with her siblings, I'm okay with that! Only one tray's worth damaged...they say charcoal is good for the digestion?!
- Watching a puppy romp outside, by herself, with a bone...stopping every once in a while like she knows she's being watched. Hysterical!
- Coffee...still tastes good! Most of it is the company though, I'm sure. 7 am with Megan as often as possible. I HAVE to brush my teeth first though.
- The magic of Christmas lights and candles. Comforting.
- Joni's devotionals. They come in my email at around 3:30 am so they are waiting when I can't sleep!
On the elevator story, when we visit my surgeon's office, there have always been brown quilted pads hanging all through the elevator. We always speculated that it was because people had a tough time on the way TO or FROM doctor's appointments, and they must need a padded area for the trip up and down...yesterday, that elevator was closed for repairs, and we had to walk ALL the way to the end of the hall to use the much-bigger and still-padded elevator that TALKED! Kinda freaky..."Going Up" or "Going to 1st floor" in that smooth woman's voice. I actually asked at the doc's office why they were padded. Michelle, the receptionist, who is delightful just said, "Wait...I actually know this one! When they are used for freight they have to have the padding up, so they just keep it that way all the time."
Well, that was anti-climactic after OUR reason, so we still like to think of it as our very own padded cell!
The Lord will indeed give what is good. --Psalm 85:12
My verse for the day...it was in Joni's devotional this morning. And He does indeed give what is good. Maybe not always our definition of good, but in His line of vision, it is. We are too proud or arrogant if we think He owes us anything! And yet, He is so good with so many things, all the time. I am finding, though this is hard, that I am laughing more often, appreciating more deeply the many little and big things people are doing for me, and loving the life the Lord has given me more sweetly. THOSE are all very good things He has given.
Have a wonderful day. I pray you are taking to heart the precious time of year this is. Christmas will come whether we are 'ready' or not...so enjoy it! Christ came, not to make our lives frantic, but to bring us to Himself because we are so incapable of doing that ourselves.
Andi